Holy crap. I entered motherhood in complete denial. Not only did I imagine this beautiful home water birth, which absolutely didn't happen (read my birth story here). I was delusional in thinking breastfeeding would be this easy natural process. Natural, yes. Easy, no. Because Adler was 8 weeks premature his suck, swallow, breathe reflex hadn't developed yet. There is a lot of neurological development in those last few weeks that aid in their feeding. Fortunately in Ge